Ear Ache

My ear has been hurting the tiniest bit and it is terrifying. If I didn't have WG, I wouldn't even think twice about it, but now it is so scary. I was at the store today and push the grocery cart with one hand and had some pain in my knuckle. I was like, "Oh no... is that the arthritis coming back? Is this a flare?" I live in this constant state of bodily assesment now. And it's sort of funny... it's not the ear pain or the Wegener's symptoms that I am truly afraid of. It is having to go back on the Cytoxin. I think I might actually refuse to go on it again. I might insist we try something else. Anyway, hopefully this is nothing.

X-Rays

I got my feet x-rayed yesterday. I'm not quite sure when I'll hear back from Dr. A about them because he is doing a rotation at the Cleveland Clinic (which is well known for treating
WG) this summer. I am thinking he might already be gone. If I haven't heard anything by next week, I'll have to call his office.

Irony

Of course, I woke up with a headache on Saturday. I know it was because I bragged about not having had one in so long... or maybe it was because I was up till 2am the night before. I didn't even have a good reason for being up so late. Ross had to do work so he was using the laptop while I watched the Tivo and I didn't really want to go to bed alone. At least it wasn't too bad of a headache. 1000mg of Tylenol and a cup of caffeinated tea seemed to do the trick. Luckily Ross was able to deal with Amelia for an hour or so while I pulled myself together. Otherwise I doubt I would have ever gotten functional.

One of the hardest things about having a baby is that you can't take a break. You don't get a sick day and ironically, I am sick all the time. It doesn't matter how much your feet hurt from arthritis or if you are vomiting or have diarrhea or something else God awful, the baby still needs fed (and changed and burped and entertained and and and and and...) I don't remember anyone talking about that before we had Amelia. Maybe for other parents it isn't quite as big of a problem because they are only sick a few times a year and not constantly.

Oh, and I'm starting up my methotrexate again tonight.

Headaches

I was reading over some of my past posts and was thinking that I hadn't had a headache in a long time. It occurred to me that I haven't been on the Methotrexate for over a month so that correlates about perfectly.

A Month Long Cold and Sore Feet

I finally feel like I'm over my cold. Even though all my blood work looked good, I was still running a low fever and pretty congested last week so Dr. A put me on 10 days of Augmentin (even though I don't think I was showing any signs of a bacterial infection). I think he was just buying time. Anyway, he said if I still felt sick after I was done with the antibiotics he wanted to do a CT scan of my sinuses. Luckily, I really am feeling better so no CT scan for now. I haven't taken my Methotrexate in 4 weeks.

Around the time my cold started, I noticed that my feet were hurting again. Dr. A said that sometimes a cold can cause aches like that (I disagree) so he wasn't too worried about it. The last time I saw him, he examined them and thinks I might have a stress fracture. My second metatarsal was really tender and Prednisone can make you susceptible to stress fractures, so I guess it is a possibility, but I don't really think so. It's not like I'm in excruciating pain. My right foot especially hurts mostly at the start of the day and then at the end of the day when I take off my shoes and walk barefoot. It doesn't hurt so much that I can't stand on it though. Anyway, he wants me to get an x-ray next week (even though I read that x-rays don't usually reveal stress fractures anyway). But I don't really have a better idea of what might be wrong, except maybe I need new shoes. :)