Today Ross and I went to our house and picked up quite a few things to bring back to my mom's. Since I am about to start Cytoxin, we figured that I would be living with her for at least another few weeks if not quite a bit longer.
If it wasn't for Amelia, I could be home without much of a problem. However I am so tired I get to the point where it is hard to keep functioning without a nap everyday. I am also physically pretty weak and can't carry her for more than a minute or two because my back and chest starts to hurt. Lastly, the amount of time required to care for makes it difficult for me to take care of myself... it's hard to eat something other than a granola bar and a glass of milk when I'm rushing to sit down and feed her. I miss being home, but before I came her I was spending all day trying to get her to sleep and then passing out as soon as she went down. I am worried that the Cytoxin will make me feel worse than I am now... and I will be here another 6 months until they switch me to something milder. We'll just have to wait and see.
I should mention that my sinuses were pretty bad today. I started feeling pretty congested
this evening. I did my NeilMed nasal rinse and that helped alot. My eyes are pretty scratchy, although my arthritis was barely noticeable today though. I was very tired, although I did a lot more today than usual.
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